Today is day five. I've been here
five days? It feels like five weeks, with the wear of five weeks, not the
knowledge. Today is the group's second full day. For them I feel
like it's been forever but also like it's going too fast. We have several
people who have left the US for the first time in their lives. For me,
being a part of their excitement and new experiences is a rewarding joy that
few other things in this world can match.
Organizing eighteen other humans and the
numerous other people that go into keeping those eighteen happy and busy every
day is a decent amount of work, though. I'm not complaining, it's great
work, but tiring. There have been some hickups, I won't lie. Some
of them have been my fault, some of them are just the nature of the game.
Most faculty-led trips go to first world countries because they are much
more structured and rigid. Flexibility is a must in developing countries.
Things don't always go according to plan. And the group and faculty
I'm working with are phenomenal. They go with the flow and are
understanding. I hope I am not letting them down.
Today we had class at a local univeristy
taught by a local faculty. She was spectacularly bubbly and open about
all topics, not just her economic specialty. We then made a chaotic lunch
decision; I tried chicken pho (fuh) for the first time (thank you, Kylee
Grenis). Afterwards, we had a meeting with a branch manager of ACB, the
most predominant bank in Vietnam. Their economy is a fascinating pattern
of growth, frozen markets, and fear of collapse. One can only hope it
works out for them.
It has been tough here, and I must admit
that by my second full night here I was probably feeling some level of culture
shock. It had been a long day, I was
lacking sleep, which exacerbates CS, and I chose to go out into the city that
night. Who knows why I thought that was
a good idea. This place changes so much
after dark. The tourists are back from
their daily tours and walk around in droves.
There is never a friendly space of air between their large groups and my
single self as we pass. Maybe actively immersing
myself into their world would offer different results? But this is not a trip for me to cross the
line into the “tourist” world. Truly, if
you’ve ever traveled you know that often that’s a minor culture in a place in
and of itself. Half of the fun of
traveling can be just experiencing other travelers.
Still the intensified presence of
foreigners only brings on more vending.
The entire store fronts change, and many to an array of brightly colored
souvenirs. I made my way to an area
referred to as ‘the night market.’ This
is an exciting long street, probably about 20-30 blocks deep, where vendors set
up booths in the middle of the street between the street-side shops that stay
open. It becomes closed to all
automobile traffic. So many vendors, so
much to see, so much to buy. I was in no
state of mind to constantly be shoved- but that seems to always happen, doesn’t
it? When your mood is bad you seem to get
pushed, shoved, and knocked by seemingly everyone that passes. It was time for me to head home.
It was still more stress on the way
home. The traffic is far more dangerous
at night. Hungry people make for more
hurried and rash drivers. There is also
no real vision test for a license- that makes for a dangerous scene. Let’s just say it was a relief to finally
make it home.
But now that I’m done bitching and
whining, I’ve got to pick myself up. I
have to remind myself to see the silver lining and fill my field of vision with
nothing else. And I am really truly
blessed. I’ve seen some beautiful things
here so far and experienced things other people could never dream of they are
so great. My job provides me with these
amazing opportunities, and I can’t believe they chose me. The group is wonderful and rarely complains
about anything. I appreciate their
flexibility immensely. There are
individuals within the group that have experienced and seen far more than I and
I am grateful to have the opportunity to learn from their wealth of
knowledge. I am lucky to have a job that
challenges me, forces me to grow as a person in skill and a humble heart. I am lucky to have a job. I am lucky to have a loving and supportive
family. I am lucky to be alive, here and
now, today.
Yes, you are lucky and we love you. Auntie
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